sarah: for you

i somehow managed to delete my entire ipod in the midst of reorganizing and getting ready to copy my whole ipod to my computer.

i thought i was cclearing the library but the ipod was really selected and silly fucking me i didn't look and then poof they were all gone. all. fucking gone. almost 3000 songs gone.

i thought i was going to cry but now i'm just really really mind numbingly angry at myself.

thankfully all my indie rock etc and shit i can get from greg. the rest i can scrape together from my old ipod which rests at my mother's house, out of batteries, but still containing all of my other musicc that greg wouldn't have.

thank fuccking god, but onloy a little bit.

i am so stupid. i am going to try and pass out and pretend like i didnt do this. in fact, i'll probably wake up and it will seem like i didn't do it.

the whole reason this happened is because the headphone jack broke on my ipod, they wanted me to send it in, and i was like, wait i need to get my music and they were like ok, and then that was it. the fuccking end.

and then this shit.

what an awesome week.